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‘lipstick has a way of leaving more than just a mark on my sheets.’

- all time low.

so yes. last monday? oh yes. i went to college -_- but it was only to do a photoshoot with jazmin for my photography project. not gunna lie. not too happy with it, she was great but just. meh. oh well we’ll see. (yn) i then proceeded to do nothing for the rest of the day, which was lovely.

tuesday consisted of, revision and seeing the lovely natalie cooper wonderful timess. then just jammed and didn’t do alot else :L

wednesday was lounging and seeing greg we went to see dear john, lovely thing, he sat through it all and didn’t fall asleep :L was a pretty good film, i obviously cried in it :L then we jammed to kfc and just had a lovely night.

thursday i actually got up before midday! went to see tonia in town ended up going for lunch in pizza hut and having a right ole giggle about everything. i well love that girl then saw greg and oh goodness, i laugh so much around him, and for all the right reasons. wonderful

fridaay, spent the day with tonia again, went to pizza hut again and then went to facebar to see numex and karn8. absolutely amazing, well donee everyone then after a long drive back, me and petch and harry had a lads night with beer, chicken + ice hockey. epic times

saturday. oh god. the less said about saturday the better. six hours of constant essay writing. ergh. but the sausage and mash for dinner

jesuss, i have been busy! yesterday was amazing, one of those days that you could replay over and over yaaknow? i saw all my favourite people in one day at the same time. magic. spent the day in london with rochelle, westfield = amazing, we were just in a daze :L then to my favourite place in england. camden town got the dress i’mma wear to my mumma’s wedding.

after a lovely chinese we headed back to bracknell to go and see lucy t at cellar. we met up with tonia, matt, coops, ‘jamin, sian + marisa as well as the lucy t boys. i told you it was epic one of the best sets i’ve ever seen them play, you guys are wonderful so many giggles and jokes and i just love how life works out.

today was the first day back at college. it was pretty good tbf. so yeah nice day. now, just singing at thew top of my lungs and on msn. feeling really sick and i think i have a gross dinner but it’s also glee tonight. so all good

i’ve been doing alot of thinking recently. and well, i’ve realised no matter h0w shit things get there will always be some one to help  you up and take care of you. for anyone who has ever been there for me when i’ve been a bitch, i love you endlessly. thank you for sticking by me. you’re all wonderful

so i’m off. have a good day and i’ll try and post tomorrow! (yn)

‘the next chance that i get, i’m just going to take it. take this and everything.’

- chiodos.

so wednesday the 7th. i got up and wedding dress shopping with my mumma! aahhh the dress is beautiful  then met sara in town and jammed for a while, got new jewelry for our many faceholes (: met up with tonia after going in to an EPIC sweet shop! theeen  headed to facebar to see lucy t with benjamin, hayley, reece + petch. and, somehow, got very very drunk on a very embarrassing amount :L very funny car ride home. KFC’S ON ME GUYS! HERE’S MY PIN SO I DON’T FORGET!! oh goodness :L

then thursday, what a beautiful day, photoshoot with tonia for polly rocket (taken by sian ) then chilled with ‘jamin, tonia + sian. met up with a few more people, then went down to cellar and petch + greg arrived. watched some amazing music, played a set, it was pretty good. but i was so so so scared. it’s not the same as playing with a full band but still awesome. made my mumma cry ahah. (L)

friday? ahh friday was lovely. met tonia at work in the beautiful sunshine, went to town, got dinner + beer. then headed to tilehurst to party the night away as a zebra :L got blindingly drunk (on a decent amount this time :L) met some wonderfully amazing people and got conformation that i have a pretty darn amazing boyfriend. i don’t even want to start quoting my stupidness from the night but there was alot :L half way through the night, some time after petch left, greg came and we jammed and watched fightclub apparently there was some kerfuffle about something, but tonia made sure i was out of it :L greg left and i continued to drunkenly watch fightclub. mind = blown! :L

had about 30minutes of broken sleep (if that) and then helped to tidy abit. and just jammed. SUCH a good night was friday

then had a nice chat with people in the kitchen, got ready and went to town on saturday, theeen went to facebar to see don broco tear the place a new one! get set radio + streetfight, as expected, were amazing + the scholars were sick   too! got a GET STACKED LISTEN TO BROCO t-shirt and spent most of the night outside with tonia, sara, matt, ben, tim, katy + streetfight just joking around. lovely night except the fact i was sleepy and lost my lightsaber stretch! tonia stayed the night and then we slept in till 3.15pm. good ole sleep catch up :L tonia then left and i’ve been jamming about all day, had a lovely dinner but just got let down as i went to get some nachos and cheese but had no nachos. (n) soo now thinking of what else to eat. and about how nice life is so i’m ouuutt.

have a good week. LOVE Y’ALL <3

‘you’re my favourite drug now.’

- semifiction.

so, yesterday. spent the whole day tidying my room ( i only just about finished it today aha) did some revision. and saw tonia briefly. then greg came to pick me up, we went to reading and went to jamie’s italian, which, for some reason was a really weird place, didn’t sell proper orange-y drink, and had spaghetti like pasta which was hollow. but still, it was lovely. talks of scarlett johansson, jessica alba, katy perry, alex gaskarth, sean smith and channing tatum over pasta. (fyi, scarlett johansson is an aboslute bag-shag) ;D

then went to starbucks and decided to go to the movies – as usual – buut the blind side wasn’t being shown till 9.15, so we drove to basingstoke, to find out they weren’t showing it, so drove back to reading and watched it there :L SUCH a good film, cried alot, and it’s just lovely theeenn a lovely sing-a-long in the car. i love impulse choices. how lovely they can be

sooo today? urhm. woke up next to greg, which was lovely, woke him up, because i could and jammed to sainsburys so he could get some medicine for his poorly-ness. and then to kfc for breakfast, oh yes, it was wonderful :L met tonia at the station, walked to mine, changed, then went back to the station to head to guildford. aaah such a lovely lovely time, actual band outing to andertons, spent about two hours there just feeling wonderful. i think i’ve got my fill of  ’jammin cuddles to last me then home, i finished rearranging my room, eventual polly rocket practise with tonia. wrote a new song and completed the other one, hopefully will be ready for thursday (cellarbar in bracknell, 8pm. fiver. come down ) after mucho mucho hilarity about various things she left and i ate possibly the most vile dinner ever aha. then had an argument with mumma and now am sulking in true teenage fashion.

been a whole week since my last cigarette. feeling AWFUL. but i’mma do it this time. (yn) so yes. that’s been the last two days. except from when i’m with the fam, it’s been amazing, more days like this please?

lots and lots of loveee.

‘if i saved today will you still be there when the sun will rise.’

- polly rocket.

sooo, what haven’t i told you about? thursday? ahh yashin was AMAZING they just pwned such a funny day, nearly got stuck in southampton for the night aha. but yeah absolute jokes.

friidaaay, slept until tonia woke me up. then jammed for a little bit, but didn’t get much donee, then to facebar and just jokes then home with tonia, watched the hangover and then bed timee. had a massive pep talk about test the skies. so this is going to be exciting

yesterday, urhm revised, slept, then went to basingstoke with greg, had a nandos and then saw clash of the titans. not the greatest film ever, but was still pretty good paramore filled car journey home and then kotched watching telly all evening

then today, was pretty pants, woke up, tried to do essays, failed, argued with mumma, then tried again, failed again, took a break to watch lion man, and then actually did an essay. had a pretty crappy day up until talking to chris about TTS and watching 13 going on 30, munching on an easter egg. (y)

so now feeling not too bad, looking forward to the week.

was listening to indie-rock all afternoon, took me back abit, made me think about how much i’ve grown and how much happier i am. life is pretty good

i’m outt. love love <3

‘education is overrated.’

- the metros.

i woke up feeling awful, like truly and utterly shit, for no reason, it was terrible.

but got to college and it started to get better, watched brassed off the whole of film (well, what i was there of it aha)  and then philosophy was actually awesome, it’s so good at the moment, everyone’s really bonded it’s such fun lunch consisted of cookies and banter, found out i was on the front page of the wokingham times! best red means go send off eh? so key skills? was there for about 15 minutes and then got told we could go! so jammed home early, kotched around with oaks for a while watched telly, had dinner and and and! right, my favourite band is deaf havana ‘kay? soooo i only went and found their entire discography! right from ’06 happy happy bunny,  mumma also got me an easter egg today and now just jamming listening to music, watching the footie. feeling damn wonderful. like, i could just explode and all that would come out of me is smiley faces and glitter. look up over-excitement in the dictionary and right now it’ll say hannah oakford.

seeing yashin tomorrow with greg + tom and i think sam aswell, so that’s set to be a sick day. last day of college too, so pumped as anything!

i’m off before you all get bored with my happiness! can’t wait for test the skies to happen, just so excited for the fresh start on it

lots and lots of loveeee.

‘and what still keeps me alive, is knowing somewhere inside that there’s a hope that maybe one day, my favourite scene in this play will come to life once again, ’cause i need you more than i anticipated.’

- deaf havana’

1. quit smoking. 2. get into shape. 3. write a hook line that everyone sings along to. 4. support a signed band. 5. start looking for houses/flats. 6. pass college 7. learn the acoustic guitar. 8. dye my hair green again. 9. get longer hair. 10. go bleach blonde.  11. festfestfest! 12. go to a fancy dress party. 13. record polly rocket ep. 14. record test the skies ep. 15. get a job. 16. camp at the beach. 17. at least 3 road trips. 18. get another piercing. 19. get band merch all sorted. 20. be with greg still.

hmm i think that’s a very plausible list. so i’ll let you know how it all goes

today has been kotchyy. college then went to costa and basingstoke with greg oh i do love spending time with him. then back to college to snooze through politcs, then got a pizza and a quitkit. had one last smoke and ripped up the other two, most empowering thing EVER. so patches start tomorraa, with my good ole inhalator. i’mma do it this time, honest. wish me luck (yn)

so now watching family guy, chatting to some pretty epic people and looking forward to the week and the next few months. mmmm

peace and loveeee.

‘this song sounds like a dance song, ’cause dance songs are cool now, so go on and shake what your mumma gave you.’

- bowling for soup.

so sunday, woke up, went to lunch with the fam, had a lovely chat with oaks in car. aaand then slept like ALL afternoon. did abit of work, then greg came over, theen slept some more aha, nice and jammin’ sunday

today college was okay. then went to tonia’s and waited for AGES to get fest tickets and DID!! such an amazing line up it makes me want to cry alittle. soooo tonia bennett, hope you’re ready to take my fest virginity, it’s going to be amazing got home watched glee with mumma and now thinking of what to eat whilst watching the cleveland show. goooood times

so i’m out, feeling mellow as anythingg.

ciaooo

‘style doesn’t matter when you’re on your back.’

- cute is what we aim for.

so yeah, today has been the best day in a long long while. had a photoshoot with heather which was funny stuffs, then met up with tonia and saw people from so many local bands it got abit silly, i think the total got up to 6 different bands, which in one area, is quite alot. then met up with tom and greg and went food shopping which was pretty darn funny. then went to thom’s with the boys which was jokes! jam is actually the weirdest thing i’ve ever seen in my life. ahah, cheers for that boys :L theen went to see kickass with greg, which was amazing! so much darker than what i thought it would be, but still brilliant, so, go see it then got home, made pasta, watched russell howard’s good news extra, family guy and now american dad. today has just been one of the best things ever, just so many lovely people and so many lovely things, pretty darn wonderful and on that lovely happy note, i’m off, catch up tomorrow you beautiful people.

lotsa loooooveeee.

‘you’re bait it tastes oh so sweet.’

- test the skies.